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This Won't Ever Last

by Sleep Outside

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1.
Started off with coffee And ended up in tears A single thoughtless moment That fucked up two whole years I’ve never said the right thing But this one tipped the scales Clearly I was blind to it Too wrapped up in myself There’s reason why I’ll never get my fortune told ‘Cos we all know that we’re getting old It’s just a case of where, and with who But mine’s not with you Started off with coffee And ended up in tears A single thoughtless moment That fucked up two whole years I’ve never said the right thing But this one tipped the scales But worry always lets me down You took the trust we built up And dishonesty soon surpassed Throwing blame and tempting fate I always knew this would never last
2.
Spent 02:58
Too busy trying to help everybody else When I couldn’t help myself The winter came in and it hit me like a fucking brick Forever running out of things to do that make me tick And this lack of routine makes me sick I ever felt like I should quit It feels like I’ve been burning from both ends for too long But I can’t stop to spend time alone And though it seems like I’ve been rotting in my room you’re so wrong Cos I can’t stand to spend time at home Toss this year aside and start again Because it’s no use to compare the past and the way that things were then Wasting days at embassy I wonder if Bud remembers me? It feels like I’ve been burning from both ends for too long But I can’t stop to spend time alone It feels like I’ve been burning from both ends for too long But I can’t stop to spend time alone And though it seems like I’ve been rotting in my room you’re so wrong Cos I can’t stand to spend time at home Burn the wick Melt me down into a puddle on the surface ‘Cos I’m burnt out And I’m running dry of purpose
3.
Habit 03:35
Took some time to be alone To make myself feel whole again But I slipped into old ways and never left Finding it hard to talk to you And when I do you just look right through These empty words are breaths I should have kept Never wanted therapy Only asked for help from me And I wish I knew what I was doing The circle starts with a line And I know that it takes some time But it’s weighing on your back for all to see Gave all my effort when you don’t know Every sacrifice I make when you refuse to grow Losing all my patience as I try to turn new pages Habit takes the blame So I take my head to better places I can’t leave you alone I’m scared for what the future holds Too weak to do this on my own Gave all my effort when you don’t know Every sacrifice I make when you refuse to grow Losing all my patience as I try to turn new pages Habit takes the blame So I take my head to a better place and Give it all my effort when you don’t know Every sacrifice I make when you refused to grow Lost all my fucking patience It's time for us to face this Habit that we blame So I’ll take my head to better places
4.
Skeleton 04:12
Peeling the plaster off slow Let me know if I should stay or just go Because all your friends are high again And I’m the odd one out again You swore that you’d change But I can’t pretend it's okay Dressed like a fool But you’re the only clown in this room Did you mean it? When you told me you were over this? Feeling like a skeleton in my skin Propped up for show ‘Cos I hate this and I’m feeling overwhelmed A sigh of relief Seems so far away for me ‘Cos I hate this and I’m feeling overwhelmed I know it’s easier said than done If I can’t relate, maybe I’m not the one you should run to When all this becomes far too much You swore that you’d change But I can’t pretend that it’s okay Dressed like a fool But you’re the only clown in the room Feeling like a skeleton in my skin Propped up for show Cos I hate this and I’m feeling overwhelmed A sigh of relief Seems so far away for me Cos I hate this and I’m feeling overwhelmed Pick your pill and swallow it
5.
Grow Up 02:43
Sick of writing songs in weird times With parts that don’t make sense and words that don’t rhyme Something got confused along the way Between late night drives and missing big dates I hate to tell you that this won’t ever change But all the times I lost my head You never helped me find where I left it Only asked me to change Only asked me to stay at home Maybe this is all I’ll ever be A kid with no common sense, struggling to breathe But all the times I lost my head You never helped me find where I left it Only asked me to change Only asked me to stay at home You told me to grow up But it wasn’t enough when I showed up Maybe all the flaws you saw in my pastime Were a reflection of yours and not mine

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released October 13, 2021

Engineered, Produced & Mixed by Matt E Williams
Additional Engineering on Spent & Habit by Timothy Vincent at Woodcroft Audio
Mastered by Cicely Balston at AIR Studios
String Arrangement on 'Habit' by Jake Dickson
Artwork by Ben Mills

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Alternative/emo band from Cardiff, UK.

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